Tuesday, July 05, 2005
aiyah...today was more or less quite sianz...cus from the second i woke...all in my head was chi oral chi oral...so i was like more or less disinterested with stuff the whole day...thank God tht i did not slutter or had tht sort of leg spasm when i was nervous....but abit of it still got to me la...thou i still managed to speqak rather well....i guess my mind wasnt tht straight n i 4got how to read alot...n the tint of nervousness like did realli help....oh wells....i didnt study...i mean like wad is there to study for oral but i did my very very best...so i shall put it in the makers hands....
went out to j8 with marcus after the oral...ate KFC...now got one large hole in my pocket...
so much for saving la....i killed wad i shud be spent in an entire week in 2 days....aiyoh....nic tan...u need more self discipline....went for tuition...learnt quite alot...even thou it took awhile to understand...i guess it was cus of the lapses in concentration....i tink i more or less let go of it le lah...haha...i mean if u noe wad i mean....better not to pester some ppl especially when they r mugging late in the night...actually...i rather be the 'just call my name n i ll be there sort'
if u noe wad i mean...
on the way home...i was like stopping at the HTB notice board....den i watched a lizard chase the dragonfly....n as soon as i turned my attention back to my handphone on my hand...i realised a mosquito just had its dinner....insect conspiracy man....nest time...i bygon all of them ah....i didnt do well...didnt do bad....u can say a very average oral...maybe between 18-22....i ll scrape a 24 with divine help...haha....in other words my range of possible marks quite large...sorry....i m never a good gauge of how well i hav done my papers....so i ll always say its sucky....thts y its sometimes true n sometimes not....i mean like the odds r at half right....
i dunno y...but i didnt eat anything...yet i feel queasy...no appetite....tml fasting again...haha....
sometimes i cant stand teevee serials...r some ppl realli tht naive...its realli sad when u see ppl hu cant stand up for themselves n get bullied...their relatives r also dumb enuf not to investigate...i mentally tired man...like so sleepy....kudos to my teacher for telling me the amath question i was attempting was out of syllabus....i was like pondering for 1/2 an hour....see la...kenna conned by the TYS...realli becoming quite an everyday thing now...TYS...they con u....everything is realli conning me man....TYS...insects...for all u noe...somewhere on one of the islands in the pacific....Godzilla and King Kong r planning a conspiracy against me too....haiyoh...i m already loser enuf lorh....
for all those doing chi Os....God bless u and all de best! just dun do wad i would do n nothing will go wrong -winks-
|cowpoo| 7:52 PM|
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